Thursday, August 2, 2012


Just last month, I posted something about you.. how the thought of you got me staying up late, and wondering of what importance you are to whom or what. (Or to me I guess). 
I'm writing this cause I forgot to mention how strange I felt the moment I realized I was strongly attracted to you (first meeting), the energy present that time was just hard to explain. I was doing my best to appear normal. 

I've never been so attracted to anyone like that. I was loving and hating the attraction both at the same time. 

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Photoblog: Necessary Noise

Last week, our band Necessary Noise performed at this year's CEAT General Assembly (which happened at the university grandstand), and Freshmania (which took place at Ugnayang La Salle). We had fun performing cause the crowd was awesome! :) Here are some photos, credits to Paola Mondares :)


adjust muna ng guitar..

my handsome bandmates =)

Necessary Noise family =) (drummer is missingg)

paola :))

with our amazing keyboardist wahaha

Lamex and Dan :)

with 2 of the freshmen who approached us :)


Sunday, July 8, 2012

My heart

Whoever can show me a love that's true
Shall receive my heart in a bright red hue
My love he will gain and my warm hands too
Our loving hearts shall beat as one not two

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Random thoughts on Fear, Pain, and Love..

"The greatest feeling in the world is to love and be loved in return"

As much as I hate starting things on a negative note, I pity the people who allowed people and fear eat their own selves up, people who allowed grudges to swallow and digest them alive. That's saddening. But what makes it even sadder is that these people might not be able to experience or feel the priceless joy one can only get from loving and being loved, that wonderful and important feeling that makes life easier, that gives reason to your existence, that makes the heavy loads of life lighter. Love is such a wonderful thing.

If you are one of these people, or if you think hatred is already starting to consume your heart, spend some time alone and introspect, sort your emotions; you can mentally place the negatives on the left, and the positives on the right. Eliminate the negative thoughts, let go of all your failures, your frustrations, your disappointments. Though you have torrents of 'em, let go of all the pain. 

No matter how fearful it is to love at times (specially when you've already been slapped by life's cruel hand more than once), still, LOVE. Don't let personal scars from the past stand in the way of your journey to happiness.

Everyone deserves to experience the greatest feeling in the world, every deserves to love, and be loved in return :-)

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Get organized now! :)

So. :)
Today I cleaned the room for four straight hours and I'm very happy with the result, the room now looks brand new and it smells so good, everything looks fresh and tidy. Again, I'm very happy with the result, so I would like to share with you an easy step by step procedure on how to clean your bedroom (this was how I did mine). 

Throw the unnecessary stuff away.
Scan your closet, your dresser, it's drawers, and other storage items for things that you don't find useful anymore and throw them away. This was the first thing I did, for I don't like keeping things that don't serve a purpose in my room, like bags with broken handles or old notebooks and scraps of paper. It's always good to declutter.

Sweep the floor. Sweep the whole floor of your room twice (or thrice for better results).

Empty the trash bin. Empty your trash then wash the bin. 

Get a rag and wipe your furniture
After throwing away the unnecessary items, you can now proceed to the wiping. Get a rag or any cloth and wipe your furniture, make sure to remove all the items placed on that furniture first before cleaning to make things easier. I suggest you guys to use microfiber cloths cause they're so nice that they won't be able to scratch or damage any of the surfaces.

Get a rag (again) and wipe your walls.
I know wiping walls might sound unusual to some (since it's hard to actually wipe all four walls), but it's amazing how cleaning your walls can make such a huge difference to your room, specially if your walls come in the color White, you'll notice a brighter effect. I didn't literally wipe the whole walls, but only the parts that I thought needed an extra clean. Don't forget to wipe the sides of your window, the door, light switches, and of course the door knob.

Organize your things.

Now that you've removed all the clutter, wiped your walls and furniture, it's time to organize your things. Arrange your stuff in a certain way and make it a point to always keep it that way to avoid "san ko nga ba nilagay yun?" moments. I'd also like to recommend you to invest in good storage items for they're very helpful in maintaining the neatness of your room. It's also less difficult to find things if they're stored and sorted in an orderly way, plus they can help you save space too.

Clean the electric fans or the aircon 
This is a must-do for me. If you want your room to feel clean, you have to make sure you clean the blades of your fan and wash the filters of your air conditioning unit well. As for me, I prefer using the sponge in cleaning the blades and filters, and for the actual body of the fan, and the aircon unit, I use a damp cloth. It's really important that you clean these things, I'm sure you wouldn't wanna breathe dirty air.

Do final wipings. On the furniture, the doors, the dresser, the drawers, windows, etc.. Use a new cloth for the final wiping to make things extra clean.

Put back the clean trash bin, fan blades and air con filters.

Change your sheets.

Change your sheets! :) I like this part, haha. I find changing bed sheets and pillow cases fun to do cause I'm always excited to smell the scent of my newly covered bed and pillows. This is the part where I start feeling that my room's so fine and fresh already. :)

Hope I was able to help you in some way :)

Saturday, June 2, 2012

Hmm, something about you?

Dear sleep, will you ever love me? It's 3:14 on my watch. I hope you know I barely slept last night, and the night before that.

A stranger. I'm thinking about someone I don't know (or barely know I guess?), someone I just met. Someone who has a G-Clef tatoo on his arm, just the way I want it. I don't have the ability to read humans or anything but something tells me this person is important. I just can't figure out of what importance.

I wonder if you're thinking of me too... cause you've been running on my mind for like 5 hours already. I can't believe I'm still thinking about you. I don't wanna think about you. But I do like you. Labo ko haha.

Let's just put it this way: I'm Red, you're Blue :l


Currently listening to Soapdish right now :) I miss listening to Soapdish and other local bands/ artists.


Hmm, I think the pillows and my blanket are calling me already, this is a good sign, sleep's on the way ;)

Random thoughts, 2nd of June

(Coldplay's Shiver on replay)

I can't seem to get my lazy butt off this chair. O_O
Guess it's not my day to care. We all have those days and now's obviously my that kind of day.

Just when I thought finishing my fourth cup of coffee would make me feel better, I was wrong. It just made things worse, I'm so nervous and it's prolly because of the caffeine. I over consumed again. 

So, last last week my friend and I did a shoot for my musician's portfolio (singer/ songwriter here) and here are some of the photos :) 

I fell in love with the whole black and white thing cause it made everything look plain and simple but classy.

What else hmm.. I'm eating fries right now it's so yummyyy :) I love fries :> wish I can eat fries everyday but that'd be so unhealthy. I noticed I've been eating unhealthy foods the past few days, I'm not usually like that, I wonder what's up with my system, my body's been craving for high-calorie foods, I must be unconsciously upset or something. Cause if not I wouldn't be looking for these foods.

I'm in love with my favorite color. I just love red so much.

Sunday, April 15, 2012

You got me singing at 11:33

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.
-Dr. Seuss

As much as I want to avoid what my heart has been feeling the past few weeks, I can't help but sit beside my window and FEEL pain.
I can't help but think about you (alot). And I'm not liking this, seriously. :(
The emotions you left me with seemed inevitable. 2 years..

I dunno why it's so hard for me to admit that I miss you. K fine I miss you..I really do.
Maybe it's just because your face keeps flashing and flashing, and flashing on my once peaceful mind. 

Whatever :) I'll just hit the bookshelf and get something to read :)

Friday, April 13, 2012


I don't know what to say and where to start.
I'm missing someone right now, and I'm not usually like this, I don't usually miss people. I mean, people from the opposite sex, but the only thing I'm certain about right now is that I miss him. Aw. This is wrong.
My brain wouldn't listen. Tsk.
I should try sleeping now, haha. I'm two hours past my bed time alreadyyyy.