Tuesday, August 30, 2011

A not so good night

Time Check: 4:47am

OKAY. This is bad.
I think my chronic insomnia's getting worse. I've been lying the whole time since 1 but as usual, sleep won't come. It's really causing me serious headaches, and I pinky swear you wouldn't wanna suffer what I'm feeling right now. It's like the worst thing in the world! And I'm not being OA. It really sucks.

As of now I'm trying to do some research about sleep disorders and other related stuff.  I wanna know what's wrong, cause aside from the fact that I barely sleep every night (and day), I also experience sleep paralysis frequently (which really really scares me). So there, I'm starting to feel groggy now.

Good Morning.

Thursday, May 26, 2011

About Mistakes...

“There’s nothing wrong in making mistakes, what’s wrong is letting it stay as a mistake without the effort of making it right”
I’m sure you guys have heard of this already, it’s one of the quotes your friends would send you early in morning when they can’t think of something to say for their group message. You may think of this as a cliche, but you see, it's kind of true. Yep, kind of. 

We all make mistakes, as imperfect human beings, it’s normal.
We lie, we hurt people, do crazy stuff, break the rules, etc.. It’s a long list.
But how many of us, do you think, have considered about thinking of the consequences first before actually committing that mistake? Or if the mistake has already been done, how many, do you think made the effort of at least making it up for that mistake? 
Rectifying our mistakes can be hard, specially when we've already committed big ones, it’s like as much as you wanna have the courage to do something about it, a piece of you backs away cause you fear that you might fail to do the right thing and commit the same mistake again.
But you see, we should not let fear eat us up. 

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Brain Food

OCCULT ART- a work or an art that attempts to work miracles by the use of the hidden forces of nature.

Monday, April 11, 2011

Random Stuff 4-12

Some things really are confusing.
Let's just move on :)
I'm craving for KitKat, again, but I have to control myself, or else I'll get fat. (just ate three 4-fingered bars today already). Sometimes I wonder if they inject something on that chocolate, haha it's sooo yummy, don't you dare disagree. :P. Now I'm really craving for KitKat.

There's this interesting book I wanna tell you guys about, it's called "Other Fish in the Sea" by Lisa Kusel.
It's a collection of stories taken together about this young woman (Elly Fisher) whose desire for love takes her to places she'd never thought she'd be able to visit. It's really funny and I like it, hehe. I'm sure you guys would love it :)

Friday, April 8, 2011

I can't think of a title.

I don't know what to write.
The main reason why I logged in here is because it's been a long time since I last updated my blogger acct, so I thought that maybe,  I can make up for the days I've skipped posting by typing anything in this huge blank. Ang labo ko hahaha.

The best thing about a non-committed relationship: You're free to do whatever you want anytime of the day :)) Walang commitment :)

The worst: Not having the right to feel jealous or hurt once you start falling with the person. Eto talaga yung masakit na part dun :)) Yung feeling na magsisisi ka bakit hindi kanalang pumayag maging girlfriend nya..nag effort naman sya, pinakilala ka naman sa family nya, honest at caring pa haha yan tuloyy.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Tuesday Evening

Good Evening :) W: I'll be random.
Here at the food square with Baby Nicole, eating vienna sausage and finishing some homeworks. We're also chatting, talking about her dog named Vashie, such a cute adorable puppy.

It's been a long while web folks, I missed reading Andy's blog, the one I mentioned weeks ago, it's an interesting blog, you gotta read it. Have to do something now, I still have thoughts to ponder, byeee :)

Saturday, January 15, 2011

A Perfectly good Heart- Taylor Swift lyrics

A Perfectly good heart- Taylor Swift

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and throw it all apart,now?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

Maybe I should've seen the signs, should've read the writing on the wall.
And realized by the distance in your eyes that I would be the one to fall.
No matter what you say, I still can't believe
That you would walk away.
It don't make sense to me, but:
(Repeat Chorus)

It's not unbroken anymore.
How do I get it back the way it was before?

(Repeat Chorus)

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Sayonara, 2010.

Opened my facebook and changed my status:
"This wasn't really my idea of celebrating the first day of the year, but Happy New Year anyway! it's better to smile than to frown"

I was already holding a sheet of paper and was about to write my list of resolutions when I suddenly remembered that every time I try to come up with resolutions every year, they always fail. So what I did is, I just filled the paper with words and cut out pictures that illustrate my goals and other stuff I want to achieve this year. This time I hope it works. I want 2011 to be my year. Love me 2011! :-)